I had wrote previously, and I was so hopeful because my dad's situation was over, at least I thought.My dad is facing sentencing tomorrow for trafficking, and my fiance is involved but he wasn't arrested because he wasn't with my father when he was stopped. I begged them not to do this, but greed is a powerful situation. My truck was impounded due to the way they handled everything ( mind you, I had NO idea), and my fiance have spent more than $20,0000 because of the situation. Now, I'm at the point where I don't know what to do., I've spent at least $3,000 in collect calls which I don't mind, but now I have to face paying my father's bills, which I refuse to abandon him because he is the only person that makes me feel HUMAN. He's the only person close to me, my best friend is facing 5 years. I feel so STUCK. I hate my fiance, but he helps me run my business now because my dad is gone, and he helps me to do things when I can't even get out of bed. I have so many bad days: I rather Not leave the house because I've been going through so much emotionally, but, he knows i blame him, and he acts like he doesn't care about me, but he wanted to run drugs on my truck!!!!! He didn't try to protect me either, and I feel he has a lot of nerve!!!! He even said that he wouldn't do that to his daughter (which is with another woman!!!!!), but hew can do it to me!!!! It seems ridiculous. Just like when he was with me and he stayed at the house he paid the rent for for his baby mamma because it was mother's day and he and I just started dating, and yes, he did tell me, but it was highly inappropriate and now I'm dealing with this. At this point I hate him and he's angry as well because of all my resentment, but he's wrong I don't feel I am. I need help for this whole mess especially with my dad because he is the only person that's there for me.