I tried to let u go-twice. Each time u never let me. You promised. You write to me and say that my love makes your heart beat like paraffin stove...and my smile lights up a fire inside your heart. You tell me that together we can be eternal. I admit. I want u. Need u. Desire u all in my mind. My heart tells me to wait and see yet logic tells me I've seen enough. Its been over a month of excuses not having the time to see me. Yet my heart goes weak in the knees at the sound of your voice and when i read your correspondance, I obssess over it...but brotha, I think u are screwing me over! U said u would call...its 7pm. nothing. My heart tells me to stay at home and wait for that ring .logic tells me I'm all rung out.. You are going away for half a month.But I haven't seen u for one so what another? You swear a truelly undying love for me, that u are no complete without me...that u love me like crazy, that I will always be your baby. Yet, brotha...I look around me and all I see is waiting, waiting, waiting... Need I maybe wake up now and see what everybody is already tired of looking at? Brotha, my heart is faint and weak from waiting and reasoning. You've never done nutin' special or real for me...and u don't even give me the chance to do anything for u..u just never around... U said u would call...its 7:10pm. My heart can no longer be sustained by the fact that u say u love me. I need to feel, touch, see, smell, taste u.