The truth is out there. Buried somewhere beneath the ruins are the facts left out. To uncover it is the key. I find myself in this type of struggle on a daily basis. Because I believe the facts to don’t match the clarification. Held against me I find myself struggling with the what ifs and the it’s gonna. The collateral damage of what the truth will uncover. It’s scary. It’s consuming. It is taking up my time. But I can’t let go. I really know the truth is hard to find. I have this piece of the puzzle. I have the papers you left behind. I have the proof to expose the lie you hold against me for all time. Will it show the lie out loud? I have this bit of information can I sell it to the crowd. How will it affect those around me? Is my biggest concern I feel. I know the drama of exposing trauma. Doing it will it make them chill? Can it change the course, of this torrent worse inflicted in my mind? I know I have to say and get it out today because if I don't I'm destined to want it’s consuming all my time. Free myself. It isn’t mine. Thrust upon me like a chain. The lie. The cover. The damage it does. Is wreaking my only brain. It has come between us. It is tearing my heart and I don't like the pain. Tell me if I do this thing. Don’t worry about the splatter. It is the truth get it out to you and the damage it doesn’t matter.