I chase daydreams but sleep escapes me, I'm not as strong as I seem, cause my feelings rape me, Stripped of my sanity. . . somewhat careless lately, Played the game of love, but it played me greatly. Too late to debate see, depression sets in, I not only lost a great lover, I've lost my best friend. Hard to comprehend when you're forced to contend With the likes of a love that's clearly a GOD send. Not here to regard men, or categorize sin, I just don't wanna pretend I'm not at fault at the end. Hard to get sleep, Food consumptions obsolete, And my memories of you is like a song stuck on repeat, Flashbacks of the sheets, we made poetry together, Love was a byproduct of our past bad weather. We were past love letters, past the infatuation, Past soul mates, this was love actuation. BUT I [email protected] UP THE ROTATION !!! The record couldn't spin, the lies came in And then began our descend. [email protected] where you been, I was trying to take you where? Potential perfection, but I wasn't quite there. Wasn't quite here, quite often near, But the distance was clear. You saw it in my eyes, written on my face, I gave you an incomplete image, very poorly traced. I wish I could erase the pain on your face, But my track record proves, it'll just be replaced. What a [email protected]' disgrace, grandma rolling in her grave, Forced to observe how her baby behaves. Yea, those were the days, I'm already reminiscing, I wonder how I'mma hold up when that 48th hour kicks in.