Preacher daughter coming Preacher daughter coming Preacher daughter coming Just goes to show you can't judge a book by its cover My baby has fallen into the system My home is at peace My life isn't spiraling for the moment and my children seems to obey But before the walls held countless of arguments, fights and depression I speak of a love all must feel I spoke of a life of all wants to have but on the inside was us The devil roaming around like a lion had devoured us Until you saw nothing left but our feet Come Friday it will be fifteen days since we haven't been together Nothing but the New World Translation of the Holy Scriptures keeping me sane I haven't even complained I just took charge of the house, the kids and the bills I just man up so to speak All around me is what I hear is despair and the ones that are oppress We all need faith in order to get to the next level In the book of Hebrew it tells of many people that had faith and what their reward was But what does my faith tells me No I haven't stored my treasure upon this Earth and no I am not concern about getting to Heaven My concern is now living what God has intended for me to live Lord I use to say "Why have you forsaken me" Why does my family turn a deaf ear? Or why do my friends stab me in the back with their malicious gossip? Lord give me a sign, give me a sign and this is what he gave me Matthew 6:33 says Keep on then,seeking first the kingdom and his righteousness, and all the other things will be added to you I realized that I couldn't make it without my Lord I realized that no matter where I turn I'd always call on him I didn't want the wrath of Jehovah upon my house Praying to him for deliverance, but still carried on like the fools he spoke about He grew tired of us He disciplined us, he showing us his true power that so many don't believe He humbled us, he humbled us So many of our love ones has turn their back on us Our friends seems to talk down of us But still we hold on to this rocky relationship as I read on in the book of Matthew It tells me of hyprocrites and then further down in the scriptures it says Go in thruough the narrow gate, because broad and spacious is the road leading of into destruction, and many are the ones going thru it........ Yes we both went through it many times until Jehovah didn't want to hear He knows our heart so therefore we are in this Hell Things are no longer at our disposal The sun beats our broken backs Pleasure is no longer given but is earned Whereas narrow is the gate and cramped the road leading off into life,a nd few are the ones finding it verses 14 of Matthew Yes we are the few trying to walk in the narrow You told me of a change No more hanging out, no more carelessness of your money Everything that I use to complain about I won't ever complain again I dismiss it I don't believe it because of your backsliding Dividing us once again with your broken promises Don't promise me the world and can't give it I don't want the world I just want you and the kids Please my love don't let the world swallow us whole again Let's change our far weather friends and embrace the ones that are doing good and righteous in God's eyes Let's do this for us, for our kids sake They deserve a home of peace and love because God is love Your coming home friday I anticipate I can't wait and greeting you at the door will be a woman you have seen in the beginning No more of my disturbed spirit, but a peaceful one I will not let the Devils evil demise get to us The Devil want us to fail but through Jehovah guidance will we seek out his glory This battle is not mine, this battle is not mine I said this battle is not mine I give it to you Lord I give it to you Lord I will stop leaning and having faith in Men but will learn to lean and wait on you Lord Oh lord thank you for the lesson we both are now learning On the road to Damacus is where you had to blind us and lord we know we will never regain full sight But we ask that if you see fit to show your children some mercy Some mercy Some mercy Because we need you, we need you, we need you Now I am stronger wiser and my running this race has just begun......... to be continued......... Copyright 2008 Nevar112/Lavette112 Continue to pray for me my friends as the real test is ahead!