I need to write
Because I cannot speak
To the person I want to speak to
I need to write
Because the questions
Have no one to answer them
I need to write
So that my sanity is kept safe
I need
I need
I need
T be with you
To inhale the maleness that is you
To wrap my arms around your back
And hold on for dear life
I can still smell you
I breathe every ounce of you
In my car
In my bed
In my clothes
In my heart
I need to write
So that I don’t lose my sense
Of self
I need to write
So that I don’t call you
Every 15 minutes
“Baby was it good for you ?”
I need to write
Because I cannot speak
I need to write
Because I cannot breathe
I need to write
Because I cannot love
I need to write
Because I am afraid
I need
To
Write
You ………..
Natasha
Because I cannot speak
To the person I want to speak to
I need to write
Because the questions
Have no one to answer them
I need to write
So that my sanity is kept safe
I need
I need
I need
T be with you
To inhale the maleness that is you
To wrap my arms around your back
And hold on for dear life
I can still smell you
I breathe every ounce of you
In my car
In my bed
In my clothes
In my heart
I need to write
So that I don’t lose my sense
Of self
I need to write
So that I don’t call you
Every 15 minutes
“Baby was it good for you ?”
I need to write
Because I cannot speak
I need to write
Because I cannot breathe
I need to write
Because I cannot love
I need to write
Because I am afraid
I need
To
Write
You ………..
Natasha