So i stap back... for them to make the match.. and i am brave.. I am nothing against his will... i am only.. in the Love.. It doesnt mean it doesnt hurt... you see that is were they get me wrong.. i,m still human.. It always hurts to let go of a dream... Funny right on this moment the 7th of jan time 5 :38 afternoon.. i hear this song "'dreams can come treu'' (gods my withness) That makes me think ... so does it all has to do with believing...? the moment you believe it happends? the moment you stop believing it will let go ?? love??? I am teresa the match maker... of course not ... i dont make it... happen i only step back.. He does.. i,m just an instument.. i only help .. He sparks.. So they ask me .. Where is youre match...? i say... He is everywere.. They frown.. i say.. Oh you mean .. where is my match as far as .. lover ,friend,brother ,sister,mother ,father ..........MAN.. Maybe in my life i will be just.. therese the matchmaker... you can not controle love or create love between a man and a woman.. only god creates....and makes it happen.. i know ....god says ""pray and work"" i dont forget that... so i work.. that my duty.. Love can never be mine.. Nothing is mine.. No man is mine.. its always his.. Hello this is MY husband.... oeps there he goes.. now he,s hers... I havent run into anything thats mine.. cause nothing is... cause its his.. thats here to stay... It can only be here.. it can only be the moment its there.. its can only be the moment i feel.. at the end of my days.. i can only say .. it was here... and i feld it... always. Love can never be mine... Love can only be.. together Love can only be .. His..