Gently rocking back and forth in my cold sheets holding myself deeply tucked and stuck in desire. My eyes were closed with cheeks switching places on the pillows from the warm spots to the hottest arms out then moving back around my stomach twisting the indulgence. In the middle of the night around four o'clock, i awoke stark with an erection in a feeling and mind-like state of orgasmicness surging. Scooted upon my bed to the edges so my feet could touch the wooden ground solid. My toes were hot along with my calves ready to run and my thighs became fuller plus all my joints were lubricated. I grabbed myself to squeeze the realness clinching tighter as a fist then rolled my eyes in wander like what could it be even though i haven't dreamed about my boo. My abs were contracting with compression trying to bend upright backwards as my spine corrected itself hearing the pops feeling way better at that time in moment. My bladder was full i could feel it though i did drink enough water plus ate five red ruby grapefruit before settling down to sleep. I said to myself "dayum i gotta piss but it is too hard to bend down" so i waited standing up after walking out my room to the bathroom in the dark stopping at the toilet and meditate quickly while calming down the emotion tranquil the mind manifesting in the physical to be. The words crowded my mind circulating off patterned back and forth loading up the capacity as my erection turned down softly enabling the urine to flow out finally in a rush zipping into the bowl clearly hydrated pointing in the middle of the mouth then relaxing my hands on my waves with arms outwards releasing that deep sigh of relief uggggggghhhhh. The bladder muscle pushed out all it could dripping its drops until i got back on point wiggling the last remains into the toilet bowl but oh i forgot to lift the seat up. Dang! So i go inside the lower cabinets to get the mean green spray tough as nails on contact swish swish on the rim to the floor cause i like to clean from top to bottom regardless. Grabbed the brown paper towels from underneath the bathroom cabinets and tore off a piece that was longer than my body. Ripped the brown paper towel into many sections so i could clean everything. Then afterwards i disposed the soiled towels in the waste bin which were bronze with rose emblems carved into it as two squares made from top to bottom. It was like a vase but three foot long approximate. Turned around and flushed the toilet then stepped off to the sink to wash my hands thoroughly. My erection was back on stronger and the feeling of orgasmicness still on strong too so i walked to the fridge in the kitchen to get some apple juice. Poured a cup of apple juice into the long green mug i got out the kitchen cabinet over the clean dishes by the coffee maker with the coffee grounds still in it from yesterday. I thought the apple juice would occupy my taste-buds with its chilled sweetness guzzling down my appetite delicious! Put down the cup in the sink and walked off bouncing and my baby tar buns was firmer with the moon glistening off them and on my back. I called it the tar baby shining. Yes indeed.