THE ANGELS Broken lines, hardship times What goes around … comes back around Spiritual connection can’t be unbound. It’s those closest to you, I’ve found Who seem to knock you to the ground Do they know the damage done? Destinies unspun. In hindsight, would she even have begun To plot and toil? To Steal and spoil Life itself? Instead of suckling me on spiritual wealth And feeding me good mental health I wish she could see with spiritual eyes I wish she didn’t need the hatred and lies I wish she were happy and healthy and wise I wish I could value her words of advice Mother of mine, I cry for your heart You were hurt from the start I know. But if you’d have let go, And started to show The love that we needed You would have succeeded In smiling and laughter, In happy ever after You would have had kisses From grandchildren’s lips And daughter’s hands To rub your sore hips You would have seen love Shining out of my eyes Each time I told you I had a surprise I would’ve grown with my soulmate You would have gained a great son. We would have given you blessings - Grandkids and special new bonds 18 years of our love denied Mom, don’t you remember the tears I cried When you laughed and lied - replaced love with false pride? Yet you knew what he meant to me deep inside. But thank you for lacking in motherly love, for always thinking you’d done enough. Whilst searching in ways we don’t want to think of I found it in Him who sees you from Above. I want you to know that the outcome of this Is a strong, beautiful and valued black Sis’ A deep woman – with a heart as loving in all things as it is strong and growing So stay there, sad mother of mine, Supposed lifeline. - Stay there and decline To open your mind. Close your eyes Blind As you miss my new shine. Because angels watched over where you did not They formed a plan to combat your plot They kissed my soul with the courage to seek And whispered strength when I felt weak. And once I’d taken a third and fourth look Right there .. That same smile lending light to Facebook. As easy as that - passed to me on a plate My first, My fate. My only Soulmate. And the angels smile as they watch and wait… Whilst memories fall back into place Filling voids in time and space two souls lock again – secure battled by bad mind intentions no more. Our strengths, now joined together Will protect us from your kind forever My LoveSoul is back – if only as a friend Lady… in who’s arms will your life end? Broken lines, hardship times What goes around … comes back around Spiritual connection can’t be unbound.