You ever wake up and immideatly been like "Today is not Gonna be a good day!" u woke up late so u rushin 2 work jugglin carkeys, phone, food, with a wrinkled *** shirt u get an important call u drop ur phone it cracks in 2 and u look at the phone like it's the phones fault " u Mutha ***** u" u speed 2 work and u think ur gonna make it on time but the white cop behind with the lights yea...he changes ur mind then your car breaks down so u stomp the ground lookin around like u lost psssd the **** off! tellin "god I quiet....u did this on purpose this is bull****!" so u grab ur **** and start walkin home and then u see a lil girl walkin all alone suddenly she trips and drop her books, no friends around jus u and your frown and, all u do is look u 2 step to the side, and u walk right by cuz that aint ur problem ? you got your own life but little did u know....why that girl dropped her books she dropped her books cuz she carries the weight of the world on her back jus dying for some help, but nobody cares 2 see that and every nigth she writes it in her special folder hell never look so good cuz atleast there, theres no cold shoulders and maaybe there is a justified reason for u lookin away, cuz maybe today is jus not your day or maybe u jus never been one for verbal exchange and maybe u just an asswhole who's never gonna change 2 that i say this.. .the world does not revolve around u step of your high horse and look from ground view cuz maybe that lil girl hasn't had a reason 2 smile in awhile cuz maybe she hasn't had time 2 be a child in awhile i mean whut would it cost you jus to ask her name form ripples of hope in the water of her brain cause enough ripples and a pond will form streams washin out all the garbage and replacin it with dreams that stream will form a river that travels from her temple 2 her spine healin her body everytime, her and her fathers fists intertwine and little did you know, ur smile could have provided 1 extra rope to a beautiful child strugglin up a negative slope, hangin on by her last thread, swollen Lumps covered by the hat on her head and everynight she's scared 2 fall asleep cuz everynight she hears the wooden floor squeek which means her drunken master creeps, like a kid on christmas eve and her mind says run but she paralyzed, christopher reeves cuz "sleep with one eye open," is exactly what he said most girls have monsters in their closets hers joins her in bed cuz her father beats her body and virginity 2 the point where her shadow walks with a crutch, and she locks her diary in a safe so atleast her mind cant get touched, with scar covered knees cuz she prays so much, she doesn't even fight it anymore cuz she expects it as such rape has become routine, so she lays silent no screams she just lays their lifeless like "i prolly deserve this so why fight this" she lays their thinking God is a man Obviously cuz no woman would allow this devil 2 do this 2 me no woman would not send help 2 and rescue me but in Gods defense he sent help daily but he wasn't relying ona mythical angel with wings or a harp, jus regular you .. who decided they was gonna have a ****** up day before it even start... but u were so focused on urself and ur own problems/ that u missed even the opportunities 2 solve em cuz that girl walked home alone that night with no form of happiness in sight and took that knife and took her life but that aint your problem......u got your own **** 2 deal with Right?