How can you take this to anotha level When all I want is been picked up with a shovel Sometimes I feel I've been cheated And the feeling for you is becoming heating Needing You to fulfill my wish and desires Every time we talk there's fire But you dont know You go On your merry way Go on your day With out a clue That in my heart and my Lips saying I could love you Its hard hearing about your life Its hard hearing about your wife Its hard even not to call your name Its hard for me and this pretending is driving me insane Call to leave you inspirational notes While I'll leave my feeling lodge in my throat Ready to blurt out what I really feel But I'm ?uestioning if this is real How or why did it ever be this way Why did I fall in love with you with the words you say I cant go on like this When my mind wants an innocent kiss From you Dont know what to do Because Im in between reality and fantasy Please dont banish me In the hell that Im use to I need you Even tho' you will never need me Free Me from this guilt We havent even built A foundation This sensation Has to stop Cant lie your prescence alone is making me hot I got To stop lusting for something I will never see I know it will be hard for you to forget about me As we Both Pretend That we could never in this lifetime be more than friends I send to you My love in the shape of a heart Its was you who moved me from the start As I unsucessfully try Taking this to anotha level......... When you do finally get to this love you will understand why I feel I must back off for a little while. But I hope and pray that your smiles will keep coming for me. Sincerely, Nevar!!!!!!!!!!!!