Black Poetry : Stop Moving

Discussion in 'Black Poetry - Get Your Flow On!' started by tay_tay225, Mar 16, 2011.

  1. tay_tay225

    tay_tay225 Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Just seems like my life is moving way too fast.
    I’m on the sidelines waiting for the worst to pass.
    I put a foot in every now and then to feel less bored.
    Sometimes I think I need some drama just to fill this void.

    No one likes to hear you groaning when you’re stuck in misery.
    They say there’s something I could do to live my life more easily.
    I think too much, I’m suicidal. Think too little and I’m dumb.
    I’m 20 fearing I might wind up just another basement bum.

    Stop moving, please; I only need a little while.
    Can someone please hold on? Just break this stupid, ******* dial.
    You may not want to be around me. You might not care to get to know me.
    Just don’t tell me if you don’t. I’m far too blinded by a dream
    To think that maybe, oh, just maybe, I’ve got something wrong with me.

    The truth is, everything’s wrong.

    I’m not a charity case. In fact, who needs your lame advice?
    I take too much from all these people who pretend that they’re so nice
    UNTIL I NEED YOU MOST OF ALL ‘cause then it’s time to stay away.
    The things you do are not disguised by all that **** you have to say.

    I go from happy to sad to lonely to mad
    And then I want to destroy every breathing thing in my path
    Don’t look at me, don’t talk to me. I’ll tear your *** to shreds
    You can see it in my eyes, I’m like the holy ******* BRINGER of death

    But what I want is to be held, corny as it is..
    I send you away. Another dreaded hit and miss

    I think I'm going insane. I should be locked up in a room.
    I'll never bother with my problems with only myself to consume

    Thought that if I was pretty, they would never call me crazy..
    Here we go again. Even my rhymes are getting lazy.

    Just seems like my life is moving way too fast.
    I’m on the sidelines waiting for the worst to pass.
    I put a foot in every now and then to feel less bored.
    Sometimes I think I need some drama just to fill my void.
     
  2. Randee

    Randee Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    "I go from happy to sad to lonely to mad
    And then I want to destroy every breathing thing in my path"

    Yup, I've been there/their, wondering when things were going to look up. I'm feeling with you. Just keep writing/righting & breathing through it all.

    Sending love your way.
     
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