Just seems like my life is moving way too fast. I’m on the sidelines waiting for the worst to pass. I put a foot in every now and then to feel less bored. Sometimes I think I need some drama just to fill this void. No one likes to hear you groaning when you’re stuck in misery. They say there’s something I could do to live my life more easily. I think too much, I’m suicidal. Think too little and I’m dumb. I’m 20 fearing I might wind up just another basement bum. Stop moving, please; I only need a little while. Can someone please hold on? Just break this stupid, ******* dial. You may not want to be around me. You might not care to get to know me. Just don’t tell me if you don’t. I’m far too blinded by a dream To think that maybe, oh, just maybe, I’ve got something wrong with me. The truth is, everything’s wrong. I’m not a charity case. In fact, who needs your lame advice? I take too much from all these people who pretend that they’re so nice UNTIL I NEED YOU MOST OF ALL ‘cause then it’s time to stay away. The things you do are not disguised by all that **** you have to say. I go from happy to sad to lonely to mad And then I want to destroy every breathing thing in my path Don’t look at me, don’t talk to me. I’ll tear your *** to shreds You can see it in my eyes, I’m like the holy ******* BRINGER of death But what I want is to be held, corny as it is.. I send you away. Another dreaded hit and miss I think I'm going insane. I should be locked up in a room. I'll never bother with my problems with only myself to consume Thought that if I was pretty, they would never call me crazy.. Here we go again. Even my rhymes are getting lazy. Just seems like my life is moving way too fast. I’m on the sidelines waiting for the worst to pass. I put a foot in every now and then to feel less bored. Sometimes I think I need some drama just to fill my void.