Black Short Stories : stolen property continued......

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  1. daroc

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    stolen property part III: a new day same problem part I

    a baby inside me
    he lay
    but not for another day
    no longer will it live
    i cant claim it as my kid

    all night i lay awake
    crying in my sleep
    because my childs life
    ima take
    asking god why me
    why did i have to get pregnant
    why did is soul live on within me
    digging for answers
    searching for signs on what to do
    really knowing either way
    i'm screwed
    havent told momma
    dont think she'll undertand
    she always thot i had a love for woman
    so this will be
    another one those things
    to prove her worries
    right
    and daddy.....
    well
    he'd kill me...
    so what am i left to do...
    this problems on my shoulders
    alone
    only i to survive
    with out any
    sorry, not even a baby inside
    dear lord
    i kno what ima do aint right
    but neither is what he did to my that night
    i cant go on livng
    and breathing
    thinking
    and remembering
    the evil he created
    everytime i look in my kids face
    knowing deep down i wish the hatred would be erased
    all so i could grab my child and give them embrace
    but i cant
    lord i cant
    i maybe simply i wont
    im sitting her
    feeling like ive cried all my tears
    eyes swolen from doubt
    all dried out
    my mind is spinning
    i dont kno if i should just give in
    please help me lord
    i kno you can
    i thot you where here
    when i felt blessed to have that man
    and now look where im at
    a corner, stuck in a crack
    wishing i could push back time
    knowing what i kno now- and never desire him to be mine
    but i cant
    so what now to do....
    lord i kno you hear me...
    please will you help me....
    get threw.....
     
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    whoaaaaaaa!!
    how we can get caught up in the mixture
    this story unfolding & deep
     
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    thanks rich....
    reading all these ohter stories and poems insprired me to open my mind a lil ....
    i'm glad your enjoying this....
    it's more to come...
    the story will continue ot twist and turn....
    thanks..
     
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    ur whole story is tyte--from the intro to this part. dont leave us hanging. patiently waiting for more. much love :)
     
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