So often troubles running through my mind
So often I find you there
So unprepared for this struggle I face
This anguish I’m forced to bear
The more that time keeps passing by
The greater my hearts despair
Making nightmares out of my dreams
Creating wounds I can’t repair
When I say I am missing you
It means missing half my life
Missing the blessing god gave me
That day you became my wife
Missing you like missing my sunshine
Like my daytime missing its light
Missing you being so close to me
When I make it to bed each night
So many things I want to tell you
Things I never got to say
Feelings of how much I need you…
Overwhelm my mind each day
Still clinging to hopes I’ll find you
Hopes I won’t let get away
Still no answers as to what happened
Still, every single day I pray
Remembering when we had forever
Now, forever will never be
Instead there’s anxiety growing
Burning at its highest degree
Along with sorrow & despair
And a future that is hard to see
Asking God for some kind of answer
Wondering if he hears my plea
I dedicate this expression to my to my wife Ali Gilmore
who some may recall disappeared and is on the National Missing Persons
list. It's been 2 years and 7 months, there as been very little progress
in the investigation, and I am still missing her badly.
So often I find you there
So unprepared for this struggle I face
This anguish I’m forced to bear
The more that time keeps passing by
The greater my hearts despair
Making nightmares out of my dreams
Creating wounds I can’t repair
When I say I am missing you
It means missing half my life
Missing the blessing god gave me
That day you became my wife
Missing you like missing my sunshine
Like my daytime missing its light
Missing you being so close to me
When I make it to bed each night
So many things I want to tell you
Things I never got to say
Feelings of how much I need you…
Overwhelm my mind each day
Still clinging to hopes I’ll find you
Hopes I won’t let get away
Still no answers as to what happened
Still, every single day I pray
Remembering when we had forever
Now, forever will never be
Instead there’s anxiety growing
Burning at its highest degree
Along with sorrow & despair
And a future that is hard to see
Asking God for some kind of answer
Wondering if he hears my plea
I dedicate this expression to my to my wife Ali Gilmore
who some may recall disappeared and is on the National Missing Persons
list. It's been 2 years and 7 months, there as been very little progress
in the investigation, and I am still missing her badly.