Hey everyone, So a year ago I broke up with my ex boyfriend. It's a long story, but we were both young stuff happened and it just didn't work out. I had no intention of ever seeing him again and he tried to talk to me many times but I needed time to get over him. About 9 months ago we started talking again and we talked over everything that had happened and we agreed to stay friends. At first things weren't too good and i still had feelings for him but now i know I'm completely over him and we are getting along okay. He sometimes asks when I will come and visit him, he now lives around 100 miles away from me. So yesterday I said I was going to visit him this week ( As a joke) and he seemed quite happy about it and I realized he did actually want to see me. I really want to see him. He was a good friend before we got together and it's a shame to let it spoil things. The thing is my friends don't understand why i would want to see him, but it's my life and they dont know the half of it. But at the same time I think why am i travelling so far to see this guy? We can still be friends right? I just don't want him to get excited and think it's something more you know? This is more of a vent but some input would be nice. Thank you.