I just balled up and cried and I don’t know why. Just seems like the sun shines for everyone, Everyone but me. Wherever I go, the black rain cloud follows like you see in cartoons. But my life is not a joke – it’s for real and I’m in pain. I just balled up and cried and I don’t know why. I can’t smell flowers anymore, the thorns just cut my hands, or I sneeze, but I don’t have a cold. Just can’t appreciate anything. Hard as I try – the unfortunate happens. Thought I deserved better, being the African Queen that I am. But I’m in pain – So I just ball up, and cry.