Black Poetry : Sorry...

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  1. Absolut

    Absolut Active Member MEMBER

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    Sorry
    by Absolut

    Life's grasp strikes me strangely..
    my heart strings strapped tightly, wrapped slightly but strongly
    As death strikes so slowly....
    Life's grip slips swiftly inside me find cells of lonely...
    A cancer taking over my body..
    a lost cause thoughts that we'll marry, gone from me love that I carried...
    Puzzled how you slipped through my fingers, the pain lingers, the rain drizzles tears from the silence as they swell in my eyes... Staring at your face in my mind...
    kissing the cold steel with my vein my skin cries...
    Suicide.
    Wondered if you cared if I died...
    Praying to my Lord in the sky for my answers to why..
    How could you tell me goodbye and leave with our child.
    How could you leave me outside of my mind after all of that time that we spent in this, and What it don't mean sh*t, and What is that just it ?
    And would it take me to die for you to admit that you were wrong all along.
    That your fear of my infidelity, was a direct result of your own insecurity.
    That you fabricated your own convoluted reality.
    That your ego-centric perception made you oblivious to my affection, and whenever another's adjacent you seek my attention.
    Well I've learned my lesson, so listen...
    It shouldn't take big words for you to get this cause I'm speaking English, It's plain and simple.
    Don't stare like you don't understand, I'm expressing myself am I less of a man 'cause I'm taking that chance...
    And I cry cause I'm sick to the death from the love that you poisoned me with, whenever you speak it's bullsh*t and I'm Sorry...
    Sorry I ever met this b*tch... Sorry my name ever parted your lips.
    Sorry I ever involved in this, backwards relationship.
    When I'm here you ignore, when I leave you miss, "What KINd oF Sh*T iS ThiS ?"
    Holidays found me alone and dismissed...
    Christmas sitting in the crib pissed staring at your mutha-fukkin' gifts.
    I said when I told you I loved you I meant that sh1t.
    You act like you never heard this sh1t... So I'm tellin' you again, cause you never listenin'.
    It's been...Umm, sh*t too many years to count...
    And every year I'm supposed to celebrate anniversaries like it's a MIRaCle that we're still together 'n~sh1t. I wanna take it back to '88 and just quit you 'n-sh1T.
    Can it be that it was all so simple ? Couple a years and kids make issues.
    *Sighs*
    I wanna quit this...silly non-sense...this...back and forth bullsh*t, break up, have sex, and back together again, Married with No ring living in sin.
    Tryin' to divide time for our next of kin, who I only see on weekends.
    We went half on a baby but I'm payin' 80% percent of what you spend.
    THe Car, The Crib, The tuition, I'm not doing this Sh*t for nothing.
    You get mad jump in my car, roll out, find a man, he beat your *** and WHO you call.
    3 am in emergency rooms, who's that sitting next to you. Hospitalized, who's that sleeping in chairs that don't recline, praying next to you while you cry, wiping the tears from your eyes.
    And you promised me then, that it wouldn't be like it was back then. That we'd start ALL over again, and you left yet again. Who's that you brought to our child's Christenin'.
    And you wonder why I don't attend, and you wonder why I'm letting sparks fly... This is our 4th of July.
    Can't believe you the same chick for who I was ready 2 Die.
    And you talk that slick sh*t, had me love sick, mind twist, ready to slit wrist.
    Kiss the world peace and rested, but God made me tough, life tested, and I passed this lesson... I'm a survivor so I can't be best-ed. And I'ma keep fighting...
    Said I'ma keep fightin'...

    *trails off like most alcoholiks do*


    I'm new here so holla if you feel me.


    vodka

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  2. PlayWitItPimp05

    PlayWitItPimp05 Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    YO!!! This poem was mad felt!!!

    I done lost count of da times dat I've been there.....

    And by the way

    Welcome to Destee's!!!!

    :wave: :wave: :heart: :party: :kiss: :star: :rolling: :star: :kiss: :party: :heart: :wave: :wave:

    D's is the place to be!!!
    Welcome to the family!!!

    :heart: :heart: PLAY :heart: :heart:
     
  3. emprezz

    emprezz Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I felt

    every word u said deep in my heart. to write that came from every fiber in your body. i am glad u r here to share it with us.


    WELCOME...

    to the fam :x:

    i look forward to more verse from u

    :heart:
     
  4. the_story

    the_story Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    welcome

    yo im feelin this in my deepest depts. its tyte,
    welcome to destee and scribe on.
    :thanks: for sharing
    and i hope u like your stay here
     
  5. SwtT

    SwtT Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    "And would it take me to die for you to admit that you were wrong all along.
    That your fear of my infidelity, was a direct result of your own insecurity. """"

    **** poet, this was too deep...This was so raw :)
     
  6. Alizentang

    Alizentang Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    You were definatly felt on this one!!!! I can't wait to read more of you.
    WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME
    :grouphug:
     
  7. Absolut

    Absolut Active Member MEMBER

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    Thanks everyone for the love... I'll definetly make this place one of my homes...



    vodka


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