Four years with you. Two hundred eight weeks spent alone. When I was open and honest, you fed me closed off lies.While I made love to your heart and soul, you ****** me doggystyle.From the back was how you liked it. Just so you couldn't look me in the eyes while kissing her. I thought only I did what was special, what I thought no one else could do. Doggystyle ******* right behind me. But that wasn't as important as what was right in front of my face.I fed myself as many lies as you did.Maybe even more. I let myself believe that you were honest, faithful, and true to me. In actuality, you were honest, faithful and true to your game. I told myself that you loved me more than anyone else.You didn't love me at all. At least not until I caught you. I let myself catch you and all you could say was "I Love You", and "I'm Sorry". I'm not sure about the love, but you sure are one sorry ************. After all was said and done, I took you back. You never asked, but I'll tell you why. For everytime you ****** me over, for each time I caught you in a lie. Every phone number and condom wrapper left in my bed. For every single moment you lied and said you loved me,I ****** your best friend. No, not him. I ****** your ego. Everytime the phone rang and I answered it in another room, your ego kissed my ***. When I went out and stayed all night without a mention of my plans, your ego cried like a little boy. I never thought I'd see a grown man cry until the day you asked me to marry you and I asked, "Why? So you can **** me over beneath the sight of God. One thousand four hundred sixty one days with you. I'd be stupid to commit to life. -Myss Lez R.A.W.