I'm sitting in my window Watching you play ball Sitting and reminscing on old times When we thought we had it all. It was only two summers ago In fact it's two years on today A clear, hot summers night When I gave my most precious treasure away. Oh yeah, I remember that summer clearly I was so in love with you I remember when I told you about my pregnancy Quickly our childhood was through. I can just think on it now I was such a scared little girl I was only 16 years old Not ready to bring a life to this world. You talked my head off About abortion, but not marriage I was so very naive I was thinking rings and a baby carriage So I scraped out my child Thinking that it was to please But you never said I loved you again or got on your knees Yes, that summer messed me up Ruined my concept of love Im 18 years old now Still I don't recieve your love. I'm looking out into the glass Looking at the one who killed my spirit He's outside laughing and Im still crying And he acts like he doesn't hear it I'm sitting in my window Feeling the feelings of the past He took my virginity, I killed my baby and he broke my heart last.