~ If only he knew how sorry she was ~
In the blackest of nights
Her mind is scattered,
and her heart has hardened
to all that exists
Forgetting what she should remember
Harboring thoughts of that which is best for her to forget
She has become lost....
Lost in herself
What exactly should she be doing?
Why is it so hard for her to be, to live...not just exist
She forgot that which is so important to him..
because maybe a part of her didn't want to remember
She congratulated you and was happy for you,
only to forget because maybe she wished it was her...
wished that she was loved unconditionally
was viewed and appreciated for the kween that she is
wished that she could have a family and truly and freely love her man
she wished that you were hers
and she was yours
she wished to feel your touch
she wished love that the love for each other would pour....
overfilling each others cup
constantly sipping from one another
staying drunk with each others love
No sooner than her thought of him and her becoming we could be
it just became a fantasy
He was gone from somewhere he had never even truly been
Her heart was broken...and in time has done some mending...
no matter what place in time...
they had their moment..She was his and he was hers
it was not an intentional thing, please understand..
She had to sit and think to myself...
and yes, she can recall you telling her of that important thing, and she remembers just how she felt at that moment in time...
Maybe he is seriouly through with her..
Should this be the case, please understand,
She did remember...her mechanisms of defense were not always the best...
But believe her when she says,
"I am truly sorry
Please forgive me"
Blk Kween
In the blackest of nights
Her mind is scattered,
and her heart has hardened
to all that exists
Forgetting what she should remember
Harboring thoughts of that which is best for her to forget
She has become lost....
Lost in herself
What exactly should she be doing?
Why is it so hard for her to be, to live...not just exist
She forgot that which is so important to him..
because maybe a part of her didn't want to remember
She congratulated you and was happy for you,
only to forget because maybe she wished it was her...
wished that she was loved unconditionally
was viewed and appreciated for the kween that she is
wished that she could have a family and truly and freely love her man
she wished that you were hers
and she was yours
she wished to feel your touch
she wished love that the love for each other would pour....
overfilling each others cup
constantly sipping from one another
staying drunk with each others love
No sooner than her thought of him and her becoming we could be
it just became a fantasy
He was gone from somewhere he had never even truly been
Her heart was broken...and in time has done some mending...
no matter what place in time...
they had their moment..She was his and he was hers
it was not an intentional thing, please understand..
She had to sit and think to myself...
and yes, she can recall you telling her of that important thing, and she remembers just how she felt at that moment in time...
Maybe he is seriouly through with her..
Should this be the case, please understand,
She did remember...her mechanisms of defense were not always the best...
But believe her when she says,
"I am truly sorry
Please forgive me"
Blk Kween
