Since you went away. All I remember is that last kiss. The flames don't dance as high I'm sure. Since you went away, the birds don't sing to me anymore. Picture perfect memories are all I have. I remember you they carry me day to day. These same thoughts get me through the night. I don't want to give up the fight. I really miss you. The house and my heart are empty. Without you. I still don't understand. I have no courage and vision, and I'm so lonely. I shouldn't complain. I at least had time. In the same life as you. To love and leave. To leave and lose. I really am confused. Where ever I am. What ever I do. I have you on my mind. Silly over whelming thoughts of you. Taking up my time. Will you ever come back to me? I doubt sometimes myself. If I continue to live. Fate will up the cards it dealt. The set I had. You in the hand. I played the hand not well. I miss you darling. This letter to you. I'm sure that you can tell. I'm in good health. I know not how long. Heart break plays its toll. If fate be that we meet again. These dreams I vow to hold. Since you went away. I sit and dream. I dream and dream to much. I will never again let you go.