She is taking more than she shares I knew this going in, so with that I’m still. If it balanced out where she finds, our one and the same I know I would just add more to the flames. I have levels I could touch I know exist, but to capture these levels It must be for a reflexive form of me Giving more than yourself Only intensifies what I know Reserved is her manner, unattached it seems at times I wonder just how much If like me, am I on her mind. Her distance to me seems close yet so far Were close at times but the distance seems more It’s frustrating, I crush that I knew going in Until we become lovers I’ll accept we are friends. I didn’t say goodbye That has finality to it It’s almost irrevocable once it is spoken Lost touch, last touch with her now Find her heart, her again I have tried Not putting in any effort Into that effort would be nice To her taking place by my side If it doesn’t fit I won’t force it I am conscience of the desire That would not be how to win her love Get her into my, with me in my life. If I saw her this moment Just the thought leaves me tense I hope I get it right First words like impressions, makes it solid or a miss.