"I have come into my sexual peak,or so it seems. With the turn of a quarter of a century dreams have become illusive fantasy craved constantly.Ideas never thought have come into me.Make me feel...make me feel... Oh how I want what the woman upstairs is having this very moment.The house quakes,this bed shakes,leaving my thighs wanting all that is creating the pleasure spent noises all around me. I can't help the image of him, the forbidden past that gave me pain is all I crave to settle this throbbing. My first love,my first lover consumes the seconds, pleading between my mind to return and be my first again. New in this eye of sexual innuendo... Mysteriously so... What have I become? Womanly in these womanly parts. Devoted to living in the dream world until this throbbing leaves me,relieved by hypnotic fingertips, and a first lover returned..."