Nothing deep....just a present feeling I sit down idle, Feeling motionless, Staring in space, Seeking for a time, And place in my life, Where one possibility would, Prove to be possible. Ok there’s you, And the fact that, I stood directly facing you, With hope pacing, To and fro in my heart, Wanting my interest, To become a part of your life also. And as time progressed, My needs grew, But apparently my void, Had even grown too big for you. Ok then there’s my job, And the fact that there is none. The fact that no one seems, To have the vacancy, And that I’m stuck with a degree Is making me, Want to give it up. But as I look at the successes in life, Walk upright and living it up, I’m inspired to lift my spirits, A bit higher. Then there’s…... Can’t really reflect anymore, Because I’m starting to detect, The venom seeping through my veins, About ready to burst through my pores. From the bite of reality.