What I seek is Peace…. Peace with myself, Peace with the decision I have made… To leave you As much as it hurts me, as much as I long for you…. I must go For you hurt me so. You hurt me dear lover Dear friend Emotionally and verbally you murdered me A pain that always found a home in my heart Until there was no more room to store it….. And the Lord intercepted. What I seek is peace Peace within me To love me, and love me, and love me….. To finally be okay with me for a change….without you To be my own number one fan To Embrace the things within me, That were just beginning to blossom when I met you A young girl, Tender and naïve, I let you into my spirit Not knowing how it would over take mine. I gave you enough energy to light up a city…. If I could somehow…someway get the energy back…that I put out, I could be something great Something thing terrific, something phenomenal. How will I gain back energy spent? Where will I get a new energy? I seek peace, oh Lord, I seek peace… Help me, discover the peace with in me.