Wassup yall Im new to this site, so I guess this is my intiation.... aight Searching I live in a world where everyone is living at blinding speeds, searching for the quick fix…. A place of cheap tricks, thrills and chicks….. Yet this soul inside me is searching to find a gem, A lover, companion and friend. The time has come for me to put aside boyish ways… No longer concerned with playing games, I’m not looking for the average hoochie, the kind of females that are all the same…. I need a woman, who would bring validity to this life I live in, For the joys of life would hold little significance without someone to share it with. I’m looking for a woman, who would be there when times are rough, and give me the strength to carry on, For life is hard without a shoulder to lean on. All my life I have been virtually alone, The reality of my loneliness has made me bitter and cold. I’m looking for love because I’ve never had it before, My deprivation only means that I deserve it more. Certain people can’t understand why I would risk **** near everything to have that special woman by my side, They can’t conceive it because they haven’t lived my life. If I could have anything in this world she would be my only wish, A life of pure bliss…. I’m looking for a woman who would love me as a man, and not as a thug…. Caress me with her sexual passion and touch me with a mother’s love. One that can move me with her kiss, and take away all hurt that comes…. Grace with me with her smile, as heavenly as the sun…. Someone who could soothe my body with an intimate hug, Open her soul and breathe the aroma of ecstasy and passion into my lungs…. Through our vessels we would travel to the highest point of pleasure, surpassed by none. An angel that would accompany me as we soar the heavens of the truest love…. I’m looking for a woman who knows the difference between a freak and a ho. A woman who would allow herself she to be a sexual creature, without letting the whole world know. I’m looking for a woman that can stimulate my mind, We wouldn’t have to talk about shoes, clothes and music all the time. I need a woman who is not afraid to let me inside her heart and mind so that I can understand her not only as a woman, but a human being. One who would let me see her inner child, the side she lets few people see. A woman who would share with me her dreams and fantasies…. Tell me her perspective on life and question other possibilities…. One who has her own goals that would simultaneously reflect me and inspire me…. I’m looking for the woman that would support me in whatever path I choose…. We would uphold each other throughout the bad times until both of our dreams come true. I looking for a woman who is a soldier, and she is not afraid to fight for what she believes in…. One that can stand up for herself, yet she doesn’t act like an ignorant heathen. A woman that would do for me without needing a reason, Whose love grows stronger through every season. In a society where few women realize what they really need, I am searching for the woman who is searching for me. If I should ever find her I will never her go…. I would love her with all of the heart within me, and be proud to let it show. We would do things that lovers do; I would dazzle her with my allure and charm, Have long walks and deep conversations in the midst of starry nights; under the sky she would fall asleep in my arms. I would sleep with a sense of fulfillment, knowing that I finally found my queen. She would sleep with deep serenity, held in the arms of her king. But if I should never find her, if it is not written in the cards for me to be united with the angel who is searching for me….. I don’t think my spirit would survive through the pain of never reaching a destiny…. If this future is not meant for me, let the most high save me from a life of eternal misery, Allow me die in this moment of fantasy, and I shall forever dream.