what would happen if you poured the drinks out threw away the weed would you figure out what you really need? what would happen if you turned away from the distractions quit staying so busy would you run into what you've been avoiding? would you have to stand still? what would happen if you quit using sex so much stopped the serial monogamy would you be left looking in the mirror staring at your fears? what would happen if you quit playing so often didn't spend all that money would you meet your demons? would you have to exorcise them? what would happen if you quit running felt the fear and did it anyway would you love yourself? would you become your own ultimate?