Right now I’m cryin’
For reasons I can’t even explain
Maybe its because I’m slowly dyin’
And there is nothing to gain
I’m not sure if this theory is true
Because the tests haven’t comeback
But still I am sittin’ here utterly blue
And every one seems out of contact
I’m sick
So very sick
But nobody knows my pain
The stress is thick
So very thick
That my days are filled with rain
My body is goin’ downhill
But no one knows but me
And I still have dreams to fulfill
Ever so faithfully
Just received news about my best friend
and her mother and father have died
so how can I tell my best friend?
that I may not even survive
my man is away on a trip
and his phone is disconnected
theres no way we can talk from a distance
and he doesn’t know that I could be insurrected
so right now I’m cryin’
fiercely cryin’
cuz doctors believe I’m slowly dyin’
but I believe that my God is with me
from now until he stops my cryin’…
…or witnesses my heavenly dyin’..
For reasons I can’t even explain
Maybe its because I’m slowly dyin’
And there is nothing to gain
I’m not sure if this theory is true
Because the tests haven’t comeback
But still I am sittin’ here utterly blue
And every one seems out of contact
I’m sick
So very sick
But nobody knows my pain
The stress is thick
So very thick
That my days are filled with rain
My body is goin’ downhill
But no one knows but me
And I still have dreams to fulfill
Ever so faithfully
Just received news about my best friend
and her mother and father have died
so how can I tell my best friend?
that I may not even survive
my man is away on a trip
and his phone is disconnected
theres no way we can talk from a distance
and he doesn’t know that I could be insurrected
so right now I’m cryin’
fiercely cryin’
cuz doctors believe I’m slowly dyin’
but I believe that my God is with me
from now until he stops my cryin’…
…or witnesses my heavenly dyin’..