Black Poetry : Recidivism

[Afridancr]

"Recidivism"


dysfunctional behavior
looking for favor from
THE MAN
...ANY MAN...IN

ANYWAY THAT SHE CAN,
with...
her own or someone else's man
sex two, four, six times per
week or day
BY...ANY MEANS NECCESSARY SHE...
brings them to peak...
they...get weak
in the knees
Loving the way she teased and pleased

RECIDIVISM...

on again...off again
repetitive behavior
hoping to get love
in return
Only to find she'd
been burned

RECIDIVISM...

the cycle continues...

didn't love herself enough
to know...she didn't have to "BLOW"
T' SHOW...SHE
had T' GOIN' ON

didn't love herself enough to know
if she was naive and open they'd
*** her and go

RECIDIVISM...

feeding on negative criticism
she...
EATS...SLEEPS... DRINKS
Eats...Drinks...Sleeps
sleeps...eats...drinks and...drinks again
DroWning in self pity
self-destructing
....man wanting
sex-loving
.....man hunting
self-neglecting
......dis-respecting SHE...she's
CONFUSED, don't know why
DESPERATE, can't comprehend how
SEEKING RELATIONS NOW

bruised and abused
soul temple
cracked dome soul
dies slow
spontaneous combustion through
multiple vaginal penetrations
Reaching peak of
TOTAL SELF-DESTRUCTION

RECIDIVISM...

Will this saga continue into 2001?

RECIDIVISM...TO RELAPSE; FALL BACK INTO A PATTERN OF BEHAVIOR

(c) 2001EssenceofAminata all rights reserved

 

[N2urSoul]

Afridncr

Tyte prose!
Talented
"10"
You make good use of your
vernacular!
Great flow!

 

[alyce]

this is indeed

tyght! And a very important read for anyone (male or female) caught up in the vicious cycle of self-hate seeking anything that moves in order to mate.

Well done, Poetess!



A

 

[Afridancr]

Alyce...can we talk???
aminata@blackplanet.com

 

[one_love]

WOW!

That is so true...and that really sucks when sometimes you just don't care anymore and you slip away and become something you hate.
One_Love