yesterday i woke...it was a new begining
i would go through the motions of the day...
brush my hair, sweep away the sleep from my eyes...
i s....l....o....w....l....y w....a....l....k....e....d a....w....a....y
and looked in the mirror...
mixed interpitations filled my mind...
subtle beauti....
cute but not all that..
ugly...
i wanted to change....
complex, religious...
be beautiful...
my soul was traped behind this mask...
lies infultrated the surface...
bleeding...bleeding...bleeding...
i sought comfort in the fact that i was..."cute"
behind my glasses and scarf...
perhaps one day my spirit would find relief
in His arms...
but what if he drops me?
my heart would shatter
till the peices would be to small to find again...
my Lord would betray my trust....
where does my soul lay tonite...
i am under the moon...
askin the sun and moon
15,000 questions broken down
into atoms to fit in there ears....
scowls on my face....
i was angry....
Why have U forsaken me?
i thought u would always be there....
i loved Him so much....
but whenever i tryed to live for Him...
i would fall....
maybe the answers lie in the world...
perhaps....
copywrite 2004, all rights reserved
sorry if this doesn't make any sense, i'm just talking about my "walk" with God..he let me down..in a way i didn't think possible...i don't know where to go...
-story
i would go through the motions of the day...
brush my hair, sweep away the sleep from my eyes...
i s....l....o....w....l....y w....a....l....k....e....d a....w....a....y
and looked in the mirror...
mixed interpitations filled my mind...
subtle beauti....
cute but not all that..
ugly...
i wanted to change....
complex, religious...
be beautiful...
my soul was traped behind this mask...
lies infultrated the surface...
bleeding...bleeding...bleeding...
i sought comfort in the fact that i was..."cute"
behind my glasses and scarf...
perhaps one day my spirit would find relief
in His arms...
but what if he drops me?
my heart would shatter
till the peices would be to small to find again...
my Lord would betray my trust....
where does my soul lay tonite...
i am under the moon...
askin the sun and moon
15,000 questions broken down
into atoms to fit in there ears....
scowls on my face....
i was angry....
Why have U forsaken me?
i thought u would always be there....
i loved Him so much....
but whenever i tryed to live for Him...
i would fall....
maybe the answers lie in the world...
perhaps....
copywrite 2004, all rights reserved
sorry if this doesn't make any sense, i'm just talking about my "walk" with God..he let me down..in a way i didn't think possible...i don't know where to go...
-story