So many UN-initiates have So Much to say on ESOTERIC philosophy. That's almost Equivalent to a Baby trying to breastfeed his/her mother.
When It comes to ESOTERIC thought, Is it a smart thing to join the conversation unless you are familiar and have something to add?
You who are dealing with the EXOTERIC religions have no clue as to what WE of ESOTERIC thought speak of.
The Mother Goddess was the first to be worshipped. In your EXOTERIC Christianity, the TRINITY is Father, Son, and....Holy Spirit. Well....it seems to me that the TRINITY is missing something. The Trinity of a full household is Mother, Father, and Son(daughter). How can you come into existence without going through the Womb? Why is "Mother Mary" so exalted in the Catholic tradition? These are questions one must MEDITATE on...If your religion doesn't prevent you from doing so, that is.