I am not a open person so it's hard for me to show my feelings. I been through a lot when I was little so I push people away not wanting to get hurt. I realize I mess up a good friendship and I want to know how can I win his friendship back? I am not a open person so for me just to tell him how I feel is not one of the answers. I want to do something special because he is really a good person and the first person I ever let read my poems to. Because of him I am a better person. I need y'all advice how I can win his friendship back. Another problems is I like this boy, but I don't think he know that. We are having open mic at our school and I was going to invite him to read a poem to him. Y'all think that is a good idea? I am scared of rejection so I just can't come out and say it. What should I do?