" People's Choice Award for Best Picture " Maybe if I watch " Love Jones " enough times I'll be ready. Maybe me & her taking eachother out taking eachother's clothes off taking time and 3 months later ...taking each other for granted.... maybe it won't be that way. Maybe on day I'll learn to watch my mouth instead of watching hers. Everybody's " couldawouldashoulda beens " of the past. maybe we. maybe she. Maybe If I watch " Love & Basketball " enough times I'll be ready. Type writer bungee jumps off of desk , cord breaks, Suicidal words said " I love ... " . Maybe if i watch " Poetic Justice " one more time or maybe " Mississippi Masala " .... maybe I'll be ready for chance encounters. Maybe I'll water the grass, so when she finally strolls by and notices " Forces of Nature " on the bigscreen through the open curtains .... maybe she'll stay a while longer. Lips say " I love you " w/ no words, no audible tones - but make impressions that leave impressions felt. Hav Plenty indeed. Maybe if I watch " Boomerang " again, I'll choose the right one. Maybe if i borrow " Under the Cherry Moon " again, I 'll learn to have fun w/ her when she comes. " Oh, NOW you wanna watch Othello with me huh ? " Doing my homework, studying mistakes, screenplays, script flipping over paid cast members - Maybe i'll be Pre paired to breathe air and treat fair the sweet pair of I's , that reflect who I am, what I watch , who we are. ________________________________________ wrote this in one of my desperate yet somewhat optimistic moods on my " love life " . ________________________________________ and Yes, I do feel better now - I'm not thinking about it.