I said the wrong thing in my last thread. I alienated alot of you sisters and brothers by making the statement that all people that feel any kind of patriotism shouldn't write me. What arrogance I displayed. I really feel that. I have taken that last line out of my last thread. I shouldn't of went there like that. Sometimes with me, the words sorta just bust right out. I don't want to separate myself like that from none of my sisters and brothers. I'm sorry!!! I've gotta watch myself sometimes very closely, because what I feel, I feel very deeply!!! And on top of it all, I do believe I am dealing with some kind of mid-life crisis. Any one my age want to help me out there.? I can't explain it any better than to say that at times I can't seem to make a discission on what I need to do in my private life. I want to come in off the street, but it is real tough making that discission. I'd like some feed back. And please, try not to just say 'do it'. I know, but it is still a hard choice.