Could I be? Not sure, I feel different somehow Not feeling so well in the morning Can't seem to get enough sleep now The test comes back, positive and I am not sure how to feel. Giddy, tearful, trembling, emotional roller coaster, what's the deal? Beginning to show, it feels a little more real. What is that flutter inside? Could it be? There's a living being growing inside me. God, be my guide. I want to think the most positive thoughts during this time, I don't want stress to fill my baby's little soul. I want her to be healthy and happy. Please, let it be your will. Months go by, I feel like a beach ball about to pop. We've traveled together for nearly a year, time to let you go. Feels like bad cramps at first, then turns into more pain than I knew was humanly possible to endure. Bearing down, struggling to push out, you this cocooned entity that I so want to see, and... finally... I... do... As the first breath is taken, I finally exhale mine, spent with the exhilaration we look directly into each others eyes truly mesmerized in this welcoming salutation You look at me, "Hello" I look at you, "Hello" In the beginning of a foundation that will be built upon long after I take my final breath. I love you daughter, I love you son.