Black People : ON ANGER

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  1. MRS. LADY

    MRS. LADY Banned MEMBER

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    I do apologize to those I offended with my most recent display of anger.

    Anger does not serve well.

    Although I meant what I said I should have excercised more self control.

    I let it get away from me, and I paid for it.

    When trust is violated it is hurtful.

    In the following days I was beat up by the cops, while trying to help a "friend".

    They put me in the hospital against my will, and of course I didn't not cooperate. From the hospital they took me to the asylum, with no chance of leaving unless I cooperated.

    I finally took a stand against the child molestors in my family, and they made every attempt to make me look like a liar, however, I stand on faith and I know that the truth is the only thing that can set u free.

    The hide behind religion, and pray for salvation.

    In the asylum I was told I would not see my children, and I have to go to court to keep them.

    They drew my blood against my will, which is a direct violation of my spirituality. As a meta-physician I beleive that no one has the right to take life. Since there was no reason to draw my blood the sin is on them and they will pay dearly.

    They hung fast to every word I said. Watched as tagged and made arts and crafts.

    They put me on so much medication that I barely had a pulse.

    They were angered that they couldn't stop me from thinking for myself.

    The only reason they were able to get me is they fed on my anger.

    That is why it is so important to live in the spiritual and in peace.

    The future is what is manifested first, followed by the present and then the past.

    So when I say u c the face of the future, I mean that in the literal.

    That is why dna is so important. That is what it means to be "black"... having the blood of a race that is way ahead of the "game".... civilized as opposed to technological.

    If I know who I am then it is only natural that they know also.

    We are the chosen people.... The last will be first and the first will be last.

    My children are in GOD'S hands.

    My days are filled now with meditation, study and thought. I eat everyday. Pretty much what I want. I try to stay away from meat because it has blood in it. And when u eat blood of animals their structure becomes your structure, and can make you act like an animal.

    I often say why me. My attitude now is why not.

    My heart is pure... although my mouth is corrupt sometimes.

    Within the next couple of weeks, I will be joining the Stop the Violence Movement. This is my purpose.

    They will be in Rhode Island.

    I will be doing a political piece on the "State of Rhode Island and Providence Plantations" ....

    The catholic church in which I had the experience of working and being fired from because I wouldn't act like a puppet ...

    also,

    I will be doing a piece all dedicated to KRS-ONE, as I feel that he is HIPHOP, and no one has shown him the respect that he has earned... he don't care, but when u love someone u let it be know loud and proud....

    We are energy beings, and please review the information that I left you and be inspired...

    Hopefully one of the Temple Members will record the event so that I may share it with my family here at destee...

    I will be back... thanks for letting me warm up and the props given..

    I love you all very much...

    the future is calling me .....

    so I have tah get going.....

    much love and I'll c u all really soon....


    OH AND WHEN I GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL I WENT TO GET MY THINGS AND MY MONEY FROM MY "FRIENDS" HOUSE... SHE SAY THE COPS TOOK IT ALONG WITH HER RENT MONEY....

    SHE WAS WAY TOO CALM AND I'M PSYCIC SO I KNEW SHE WAS LYIN...

    LEFT ME WITH FOUR BUCKS..

    BUT SINCE MONEY AIN'T MY GOD I JUST OPTED TO END THE FRIENDSHIP AND WALK AWAY...

    BUT BEST OF LUCK TO THEM IN MAKIN IT IN.
     
  2. Khasm13

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    i wish u well sister...
    the devil only tests those amongst us that are worthy of God's supreme love...
    stay on the righteous path and things will fall into place...
    trust me, i've been there...
    in the meantime...stay away from the bacon boys...cause they will try to ruin u...

    one love
    khasm
     
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    mazimtaim Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I am so sorry to hear what has been going on with you sista. Know that I pray for you and for your full restoration. I hope there is someone close to you that you can lean on from time to time. I know you are a strong woman, but we all need that. And if I can be of any help, just let me know.

    Stay strong, lil' sista. Trials are only temporary.
     
  4. MRS. LADY

    MRS. LADY Banned MEMBER

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    thank you for the love

    Brothers I have a rock to stand on... and a strong arm to lean on

    One of my precious sisters sent me a pm....

    just wanted u all to know.. that i do have my children...

    i walk my son to school everyday....

    they just tried to use them.. to get to me...

    but they both told the "people" my mother loves me and she would never hurt me...

    my younger son told the cops that they are his problem... lol

    my older son finally heard me flow and was like I'M BRAGGIN!!!

    I'm blessed to have them.... and I cherish them....

    STRONG YOUNG BLACK MEN

    LIKE YA'LL

    hotep

    the courtdate is just in case i didn't get out

    but i look forward to the opportunity to stroll up in there head up.... with my nike's on my feet........
     
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    I will pray that all these situations are worked out for you and your suffering loved ones.
     
  6. MRS. LADY

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    that's nice of you...

    they are resolved...

    my love ones aren't suffereing.... the point is that anger is a negative emotion and if it is what u put out there.. it is what u get back....

    this is more like me saying that i accept my responsibility and was the cause of my own suffering because anger is an emotion of the ego .. and being ego-centric....

    when GOD is at the center.... oneness is acheived ... so it's suffice to say that I "overstand" my enemies and I rise above their nature of hatred....

    peace.
     
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    good for you

    i'm glad you're still growing

    :terrific:
     
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    If you feel the need to apologize, then you should do so.
    But to me, your anger did nothing to minimize you. I can only speak for myself sister, but you lost no points for it.
    We are who we are, though that person is always growing & changing on a moment-to-moment basis, whether we acknowledge it or not. Now, which direction we are growing to is a different story. But something tells me that you did not react in anger in a negative way, but one that was to support & defend someones character you care deeply about. To me, that calls for no apology.
    I also sense that your anger was not about destroying, but for educating. Again, I see no need for apologies.
    Anger is an emotion, neither good or bad. It's how you use it.

    :qqb014:
     
  9. MRS. LADY

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    No doubt in a people that i care very deeply for...

    Hotep

    :bowdown:
     
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    Well, I'm glad you had a learning experience out a bad situation and that you and your children are back together and happy.
     
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