Black Poetry : Not Feeling This Today...

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  1. MzBlkAngel

    MzBlkAngel Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Not feeling this today
    The pain
    Seems to take on
    More weight around
    this time of the year
    I cover my heart
    And have shield my
    soul as I fold into
    my little corner…
    For I am ashame…..
    I blame myself ….
    Not feeling this today
    For I never let go…
    I don’t know how
    For you where my life….
    My baby…..
    My friend....
    My angel…
    wish I had
    Your strength…..
    but I dont
    Not knowing which way to
    turn or how to take
    This all in
    Not feeling this today…..
    At first everyone
    tried to be you
    Then they thought
    I was you
    Until I blew
    that fuse….then I figured
    it was my role…in being
    your daughter and the only girl
    that I must do as you….be
    strong forever one else
    instead of myself…..so here I am
    Lost in my world in my time
    Tryin to figure out why….
    See after all this time
    I still don’t understand
    I wish I did but I don’t….
    Alone scared and hurt
    Full of pain…..your really gone
    Not feeling this today…..
    Momma how do I deal
    I miss you more then ever
    Before….see it feels like
    The walls are closing in
    And my breath is leaving…..
    Barely standing…stomach
    Turnin…mind spinnin
    World crumbing
    The presence of you
    Seems to be all around
    But I don’t understand
    Why……as I try not
    To cry and be strong
    pretending.....
    for every one else…
    so they can get by....
    Not feeling this today….
    This year it seems harder
    Then the first year that
    You where gone…..I don’t
    Understand….Just
    Not feeling this today…….
     
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    gempis Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Aw sweetie, this is so hauntingly beautiful. I am really feelin for ya :grouphug: Please know I am sending love your way, constantly.
     
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    she's looking down at you with a smile
    be strong for her...
    heart felt piece
    one love
    khasm
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    feelin ya deep inner emotions
    and the feelings of yesteryears memories
     
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    I am feeling you this day.
     
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    Know that I can feel those emotions, and understand. You can only be you, and it is enough.
     
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    YOU REALLY KNOW HOW TO TOUCH SOULS

    MzBlk

    This is a very touching piece. Sharing whats fresh in your mind is always good. You know we are here for you.
    Love pouring out of a vessel, so sweet. It has to be real. MzBlkangel continue to flow. There are no other laying it down so real, and so beautiful. Without your loving blessing on the scene, in the lives you come in constant contact there would be no chance to savor a angel flying low.
     
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    MzBlkAngel Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    thankz family
    I am very touch
    by all your replies...
    may God bless all of you
    with the love and care
    needed within everyday
    know that
    I love my Destee family.....Angel
     
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    I know

    Hey you,
    Very nice piece, I know this feeling all too well...Both my parents are gone and baby let me tell you...use your pen as your refuge...its the only freedom from this anguish and dismay...

    Peace
     
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    MzBlkAngel Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    thankz for da read...:angel1:
     
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