- May 31, 2004
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It took me about 3 years to cleans from my mind and soul what I had been brain washed to believe about Jesus. This three years of self-exorcism required constant reading of the Old Testament or Holy Scriptures and engrossing myself in the Will of GOD.
Most of my relatives are Priest or Evangelist so you can imagine what I went through in debating with them.
My mother actually thought I had joined some cult and started asking my wife and children a bunch of questions especially when I told them Jesus is Lucifer.
In cleansing myself I did experience a type of alienation but it was mostly the feeling of letting go of a lie I had been trained to love. That training comes from Holiness and Baptist congregations. Once I woke up I realized it was the entertainment, music and singing that I was in love with. You can actually mistake that feeling for being Jesus when it is actually the power of the Holy People around you.
GOD placed within us an energy that when correctly focused has the ability to do things unimaginable. But this energy is only felt or manifested as in groups with everyone concentrated on One Being through singing, dancing, meditating and performing.
Most of my relatives are Priest or Evangelist so you can imagine what I went through in debating with them.
My mother actually thought I had joined some cult and started asking my wife and children a bunch of questions especially when I told them Jesus is Lucifer.
In cleansing myself I did experience a type of alienation but it was mostly the feeling of letting go of a lie I had been trained to love. That training comes from Holiness and Baptist congregations. Once I woke up I realized it was the entertainment, music and singing that I was in love with. You can actually mistake that feeling for being Jesus when it is actually the power of the Holy People around you.
GOD placed within us an energy that when correctly focused has the ability to do things unimaginable. But this energy is only felt or manifested as in groups with everyone concentrated on One Being through singing, dancing, meditating and performing.
