NO REGRETS I killed a black man today And I’m sitting here in this rat infested alley drinking gin I can’t help but remember the reflection of terror on his face The same look my mama had when she said you aint never gone be chit! Dude had a tattoo on his left arm that said Shay Sounds like a hooker he met in his hey day I saw a sun around a rose covered in blood around her name So it must be his daughters name Is this the dude I rolled dice with? I remember he cheated so I knocked his front teeth in with a pool stick Is this the mother f*cker I smoked my first blunt with? Naw cuz that cat blew smoke on my manhood when other brothers tested it Did I do time with him? Cuz he looks like the ***** that sold me a bible after our bench press bet This must be the mother f*cker that told me education was the key But on my way to college a white man in a red suit said ,“Ni**er you still ain’t free! Naw this the cat that raped me when I was five years old Playing with G.I. JOE’S crying and praying to God why me? Is this the mother f*cker that said be all you can be? So I joined the army Fighting for high priced hoes Pouring gasoline on projects while deliberation moved my soul to suburban condos From slangin dope to hangin hopes A bonfire for freedom papers Up with coke My freedom was a joke So I robbed the next ni**ga who was afraid of my trigga I follow a dark path where street lights fight the police Where black boys say F**K toys I’m killing the next ***** that disrespects me Where black girls turn tricks Cuz they mama’s drain souls with dope filled water hoses The same hoses that sprayed black folks when segregation was taught to mold Where ghetto’s turn boujou White causes that pause to toss debree to lost black souls Media controlled Shake ya *** cuz I’m told Give me drugs cuz this animosity needs to be covered with blindfolds This ***** that lay beside urinals Pot holes ,city life swallowed wino’s Crack heads got PHD’S with robbery goals And who a gives a F**K who dies I need my next blow This ***** I killed looks like my uncle And my daddy aint complaining cuz he’s a vegetable Veteran with no dividends No promised land but mental shackles And his medication sedates so he wont hear his master’s call This ***** I killed is the same brother I scratched my first record with The same ***** that robbed my mother for a designer outfit This the mother f*cker that told me black women aint chit! Beat her down to make ya ego bigger Pour tears on her figure FU** her confidence Destroy her soul with no future intentions to make her whole Spent years selling black secrets to white republicans This the ***** that shot me for a fresh pair of ones to fit in I’ll pour his ashes on the four corners of the world for my explanation Gang banging in slave chains made more bullet holes And I’m trying hard to look in this *****’s heart through my chamber But it stopped beating the minute he said , “NIG*A F*** YOU”!