Sorry
to say that is my truth. And what you write about the power between us, is exactly what I was looking forward to, uniting 2 very strong will powers & energies to weave a new year of strength in our family. Unfortunately, we crossed boundaries that have augmented our relation - ship permanently. I feel embaressed more than anything, really red in the cheeks. For telling people we were doing so well, for not making it through my son's first year, and the list goes on. But I'll let that feeling go and focus on acceptance.
I'll remember to allow my inner light guide me, for it shall never forsake me.
I would be very interested in exploring the support group, you can PM me if you like. Thank you in advance Alexandra.
By the way, I have a Dad who is very loyal to his children, his heart is filled with kindness for others, especially his family, so I feel protected and taken care of. I do not walk alone in this world, I am blessed even through turbulence. Doesn't mean I don't shed tears, it just means that there's often someone who cares to dry them for me.
Sister Phynx say it ain't so!! While I can and do empathize, I have to confess that I was secretly pleased when I read about the harmonious relationship between you and your Significant Other a while back in different thread.
By pleased I mean this; recall back to Metasaience’s post where the Brother writes;
This is a fantastic illustration of the male and female energy merging in agreement to manifest a desire because the male energy is about ‘thinking’, while the female energy is about ‘creating’.
Now it is said that a pregnant woman’s prayers are much more potent than a woman who is not; so I figured that being a new Mom as well as a spiritually strong Black Sister, the coming year would be especially fruitful for you, if you agreed on something with your SO.
Having said all that, I admire your strength. One would be hard pressed to find a woman who would choose her peace of mind over a man at this time of the year.
Ps – I wonder if you would be interested in joining an online networking support group for Black Women only? Discussions range from politics to motherhood. Let me know and I shall invite you.
Best wishes,
Alexandra
to say that is my truth. And what you write about the power between us, is exactly what I was looking forward to, uniting 2 very strong will powers & energies to weave a new year of strength in our family. Unfortunately, we crossed boundaries that have augmented our relation - ship permanently. I feel embaressed more than anything, really red in the cheeks. For telling people we were doing so well, for not making it through my son's first year, and the list goes on. But I'll let that feeling go and focus on acceptance.
I'll remember to allow my inner light guide me, for it shall never forsake me.
I would be very interested in exploring the support group, you can PM me if you like. Thank you in advance Alexandra.
By the way, I have a Dad who is very loyal to his children, his heart is filled with kindness for others, especially his family, so I feel protected and taken care of. I do not walk alone in this world, I am blessed even through turbulence. Doesn't mean I don't shed tears, it just means that there's often someone who cares to dry them for me.