I should’ve never said never now I watch her sit up there and take it like a champ, and as I stare in her eyes I feel mine getting damp because I can feel her pain and I can see her struggle, I watch her fighting to keep sane god please help me she’d mumble. I should’ve never said never now I struggle watching her suffer, tryna keep the thought out of my head of what life would be like without a mother, day by day it seems to be getting tougher and tougher and only god knows how much I love her, no I’m not giving up because she wouldn’t give up on me, I stand by her side holding her hands tight, and praying to god that she’d be alright but I know she won’t give up without a fight. I should’ve never said never now I watch them suffer and struggle , watching their only mother lay there with bags of blood hanging from a machine running through her poor veins, I cope with my little sister while she screams out her brains, begging mommy please don’t leave me going insane. I should’ve never said never now I watch tears drop from a grown man’s eyes, not hiding his emotions behind some masculine disguise all I can hear him saying is baby your not gonna die because we got god on our side. I should’ve never said never I use to think I was different from others, hiding my feelings underneath my covers now I suffer the consequences, now I struggle watching the people I love suffer so take some advice, and never say never.