I close my eyes and what do I see? Everything that is new to me. I changed a lot at least that's what I think, Its like I can't see it, maybe its a missing link. Everything I am suppose to be I'm not, Like a cherry that is sour to rot. I'm not free to make my own choices at least thats what I say, Make-up excuses in any way. I close my eyes and what do I see? Everything that is new to me. I felt as though I changed a lot through the years, Fought many battles that sacrificed my faith and my tears. My heart never ached so bad, One of my side-effects causes me to be sad. Whenever I cry now, tears don't come out, I don't know what all of that is about. The change of myself I do not like, Changed to someone I feared my entire life. This maybe a letter to God for frogiveness, Please forgive me for my unhappiness. I wish to become happy soon, Let my eyes glisten up again like the reflection of the full moon. Make a smile that can brighten a whole room, If I don't change now, I will be doomed.