I lie awake in my space.. my time..my venting space.. Everyday battles that leave the same scars Looking out.. It's quite blurry behing these mental bars No a soul i see,no a soul i hear Seems like time just froze But i continued steppin' Never a distinction of whether i was leaving or coming.. Pain in my knees Putting me on reverse mode The strain in my eyes precluding my vision Fickle relations being the central factor ..putting me under pressure See,from a woman I BECAME And into a woman I BECOME My days are devasted by confussion,misunderstandings of battles already fought Prevailing never became the issue but then look at my scars.. They still bleed I made a deal with my herat Took a giant leap of faith Ended up hearing classic songs that have never been written I made a deal with my heart Got an open heart surgery Didn't know that the demons would come crashing in Yes,its true... A RAID took place in my HEART and it left my spirit paralyzed!!