For the first time in my life I am speechless and don’t know what to say, So I stand before you now with my heart exposed asking my pen to lead the way. I can’t explain it, I can’t even understand it; there are too many thoughts running through my mind. My heart skips a beat each time I hear your voice, but will that withstand the test of time? When I close my eyes I can see my future mapped out, so detailed, so clear. A doctorate, summerhouse on the beach, three kids, an Escalade, and you are also there. My entire life had been turned upside down so I ran from relationships because of all the problems they posed. You were that single shining star that showed me that my life was only dark because my eyes were closed.