Black Spirituality Religion : my meditation experience

cursed heart

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Hey everyone long time no hear.
ok i just started meditating monday.
I follow a cd called manifesting your destiny.
Now i dont know the first thing about meditation but i followed the cd unsure of the outcome.
For those that have had this experience tell me if its working for me.
My vision becomes cloudy to this material world.
My entire body feels weightless and my legs become numbness and fall asleep.
I feel like ive smoked marajuana..
My body sways on its own slowly like its vibrating to a slow rhythm.
the outsdie world doesnt exist.
I feel so peaceful i see images of music notes,rainbows,the sun,half moons,rivers and more.
I even saw an image of a knight.
My face also gets warm.
If i try to move my arms I feel like i dont have arms.
My body feels elevated yes im seated physically.
when I am done I cannot feel my legs as i have difficulty getting up.
i have to physically lift my leg up one by one and grab my bed.
i sit for a minute on my bed then for some reason im still trance like.
at night when i do my ohm meditation for some reason i have the desire to stare in my vanity mirror.
this is where it really gets interesting.
as i stare in the mirror my face begins to change forms.
Its me only the me i see is not me if that makes sense.
its like i'm one of many.
i have no idea who these images represent or who they are.
last night i stared so long my entire face was just a sillouette no form and i had this overwhelming surge thru my body that i was not able to handle so i brought my self back unsure of where i was going.
after that i just sang and danced a bit while doing my usual before bed.
i also sleep so sound and i dreams more.
I wake up earlier.
hm im sleepy alot during the **** and i got to bed earlier than usual.
Is this normal?
i stay calm and i speak like a motivational speaker sometimes and donteven realise im doing it.
 
Thank you bxblasta for responding.
I wasnt sure how I respond to meditating becuz its hard to quiet the mind.
I light some cleansing inscence as well as I am spiritually sensitive to spirits of all kinds.
I researched the mirror gazing and it said what i am seeing is my past incarnations.
Im thinking better and feeling calmer.
I dont react to certain situations the same.
I want to make sure i keep the ah and ohm meditations up.
These meditations are use to manifest your deepest desires by imagining they are true.
the ohm is to thank the creator for all that you are greatful for.
Its such a good feeling as well.
Tonight meditation wasnt as in depth.
I was destracting because there was a presence of energy in my room becuz i felt it during the first ten minutes of my meditation which made me focus more on the presence than my breathing and vibration.
I did however see a faint swirl of white smoke trying to materialize right before me.
Thats why its really important i stay grounded during these meditations.
Im hoping for a positive outcome.
Its an incredible experience.
 
Stay focused on calming the mind as much as possible, try to keep outside thoughts tuned out while meditating. I recommend doing some asana yoga postures before meditating, also look into doing breathing techniques called Pranayama. Also begin to incorporate visuals into your meditation such as Sacred Geometry. There is a good sacred geometry package on Amazon.com by a guy name Janosh.
 

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