My life is like a roller coaster it goes up and down. Your able to see the hurt on my face because it remains a frown. So who do i turn to for this pain? A doctor is unable to cure, My life has cause me to hate and my HEART is no longer PURE. I AM a child of GOD trying so hard to bare this PAIN. WHEN do I get to see sunshine? cause everyday im fellin RAIN, Crying so much that i can START my own OCEAN, MEAN while im wishing i can FAST forward my life in fast motion. butterflies that use to fly in my stomach, from the site of excitement must be DEAD.I dont even have allergies yet my eyes stay swollen and blood shot RED. They say you weap what you sooo and what goes around comes back to you, I know im not suppose to question GOD. But have MERCY on me,WHAT did i do? To deserve this pain, anger, and confusion. IF I HAD TO DIE AND COME BACK THIS BODY I WONT BE CHOOSEN.