In my mind you are still my lover so i can't move on to another. My first thought was to be mad but i ended up sad. When i needed you so you decided to go. So without a word your footsteps i heard. What i thought was reality turned out to be a fallacy Never would i have thought the love i sought would just up and leave nothing left to retrieve. My heart tells me to wait longer my mind says to get sober for the love that made me drunk has been shoved in a trunk. Gone away with a tide in a dark place to hide. This love that left me sore i will see never more Its a hard thing to learn that the one thing you yearn can up and disappear now I'm filled with fear. Will I find another love? Will we soar up above? Oh what a day, when I'll be able to say That I moved on to another cause I learned from my first lover.