Black Spirituality Religion : My Dream World is Alive again

[truetothecause]

I'm glad you got your questions answered.

Thank You!

Here is the start of it....

This dream I had last night after my interactions with cherryblossom which left me feeling very vulnerable and uncomfortable.

This experience simply provided the catalyst for my Spiritual revelations.. I’m convinced these “human encounters” are for broader Spiritual knowledge’s or lessons. So cherryblossom…while it may appear on the SURFACE to be about you…it’s not.

I have also recently posted about current struggles in my line of work here in this thread.

It’s no coincidence for me that thers has been a building” or leading up factors to what has followed in my dream world.

The work in Ghana I/We have been planning also has to do with teaching the children.

This IS and has been my purpose for Being in existence in this here…now.

I’m working in a child birth center. I was helpful in being a support person for two women birthing babies ... both white. The last child born my sister is present (? Vague recollection of her presence) she or a family member…
I do recall at one point the woman passing the baby to me to hold…then she’s settled in a bed…the dream is changing, weaving, merging to…

My life as an Afreekan Descendant has forced me into a position of bringing life to whites. I truly know that whites would no longer exist...they will die off without our Energy to feed off of.

the mom is happy with me.

She has been fed.

I am just on time for my morning group. I realize I have left all my bags (ex. Pocket book) including my lunch (the food from the birthing center place) and keys.

My “groups” are Afreekan Descendants. I have left the “food” back at the birthing cernter with the white woman.

She is about to stop in her supervisor’s office yet gives me keys to use.

Her keys are insufficient as they are tools of the European and therefore insufficient to aid Afreekans gaining Liberation..Spiritually speaking…the “life” I am attempting to support them in Reclaiming.

I pass a “nurses station” people talking I enter the group room which is behind them.

My work site is not a hospital setting tho we do have a white nurse on staff..she does intake assessments and gives monthly shots to those who don’t takes meds by mouth regularly as ordered. Another significant thing here is this “nurses’ station” is positioned as a barrier to the people behind the door. In a sorta “gate keeper” position. Majority of the people sitting out their in my dream were white.

As time permits...I'll add or complete sharing what I have come to KNOW about what this "dream" is about for me!

Thanks again all and I have not forgotten you Mizjoice.

Again, on a purely superficial or "individual level" many of the things some have shared here are correct, yet and at the same time....I've come to know by many that our dream life means so much more.


M.E.

 

[cherryblossom]

This experience simply provided the catalyst for my Spiritual revelations.. I’m convinced these “human encounters” are for broader Spiritual knowledge’s or lessons. So cherryblossom…while it may appear on the SURFACE to be about you…it’s not.

True, I never said it was about me.

For me, I agree w/you on the “dream life” description of this. It appears to me that all the forces of your real life: your PERSONAL world and your PROFESSIONAL world are meshing together in your dreams.

Now, I don't mean to make this about me and you. I am just trying to find any “tie-ins” to what you're dealing with in your personal life, on-line and off-line, and a connection with your dreams....

Most of that post dealt with how I perceived two of your dreams in relation to your work, what you said yourself about expressing yourself in writing, and your personal insecurities about feeling "inadequate" as an effective communicator, on-line and off-line.

If I was wrong in my perceptions, they were only my opinions.

Again, I never said it was about me, but I am glad that you obtained the spiritual knowledge/revelations you needed.

 

[truetothecause]

True, I never said it was about me.



Most of that post dealt with how I perceived two of your dreams in relation to your work, what you said yourself about expressing yourself in writing, and your personal insecurities about feeling "inadequate" as an effective communicator, on-line and off-line.

If I was wrong in my perceptions, they were only my opinions.

Again, I never said it was about me, but I am glad that you obtained the spiritual knowledge/revelations you needed.

did i say you said it was about you:?:
maybe i was speaking to my words and my self:?:

again...DID I SAY YOU SAID IT WAS ABOUT YOU:?:

lol....sound like something white people do all the time...

I am still working to erase white out from my THINKING AND BEHAVING....those "insecurities" you seem to have become focused on...is just SOME of that white-out. It does not define the whole of me and is certainly NOT the be all and end all of me. Today I may fee insecure...tomorrow I am back on solid ground.

lol...too funny be easy....you are not the "baby of the family" here and have no need to fight for position....then again....maybe you are the "baby" since you are one of the newest posters
rather I say...this is not your family...or are we:?:


you were "right" in your perceptions based on how you THINK in the world based on YOUR lived experiences. Thank you for sharing that.
always about the both/and!

M.E.

 

[cherryblossom]

did i say you said it was about you:?:
maybe i was speaking to my words and my self:?:

again...DID I SAY YOU SAID IT WAS ABOUT YOU:?:

lol....sound like something white people do all the time...

I am still working to erase white out from my THINKING AND BEHAVING....those "insecurities" you seem to have become focused on...is just SOME of that white-out. It does not define the whole of me and is certainly NOT the be all and end all of me. Today I may fee insecure...tomorrow I am back on solid ground.

lol...too funny be easy....you are not the "baby of the family" here and have no need to fight for position....then again....maybe you are the "baby" since you are one of the newest posters
rather I say...this is not your family...or are we:?:


you were "right" in your perceptions based on how you THINK in the world based on YOUR lived experiences. Thank you for sharing that.
always about the both/and!

M.E.

*sigh* True, I'm not looking for a fight with you. And no, I didn't say YOU said it was about me. But, you DID specifically MENTION me when you first introduced this thead.

Then, after ALL that I said about your dreams, you responded to inform me it wasn't about me.

So, if I mistook you and you were speaking to 'your words and yourself," then, PLEASE, FORGIVE ME in the name of whatever God YOU SERVE.

So, all this about being the "baby of the family" and "insecurities" and whatever is really unnecessary and doesn't even apply here.

My previous posts in here were sincere. I gave my opinion of your dreams the way I saw them in conjunction with what you've also shared about your insecurities at work and your frustrations as a communicator ON-LINE and OFF-LINE. The ONLY part that tied into ME was your mentioning of your challenges with the "written word."

But, again, I APOLOGIZE if anything I said was irritable to you. I could only give my perspective of your dreams from what you provided and from where I am.

All I know for sure is, I'm tired.

you are not the "baby of the family" here and have no need to fight for position....then again....maybe you are the "baby" since you are one of the newest posters
rather I say...this is not your family...or are we

Well, do remember "the jury is still out on me."

And vice-versa.

 

[MRS. LADY]

did i say you said it was about you:?:
maybe i was speaking to my words and my self:?:

again...DID I SAY YOU SAID IT WAS ABOUT YOU:?:

lol....sound like something white people do all the time...

I am still working to erase white out from my THINKING AND BEHAVING....those "insecurities" you seem to have become focused on...is just SOME of that white-out. It does not define the whole of me and is certainly NOT the be all and end all of me. Today I may fee insecure...tomorrow I am back on solid ground.

lol...too funny be easy....you are not the "baby of the family" here and have no need to fight for position....then again....maybe you are the "baby" since you are one of the newest posters
rather I say...this is not your family...or are we:?:


you were "right" in your perceptions based on how you THINK in the world based on YOUR lived experiences. Thank you for sharing that.
always about the both/and!

M.E.

yeah this one need a group choke .. oppps i mean hug.....