The sound of your voice~ ....So non-impassionata Made it clear to me~ ....That my presence was persona-non-grata Apparent(now)wasted effort, time and expenditures on you~ ....Is something that I am unwilling to continue to do It's just that I wish love's blinders~ ....Had not obstructed my view! I would've seen month's ago that there was a him & you~ ....And it would not have been so difficult To accept..that, although we never really got to start~ ....Except for some futile..non encouraged attempts on my part I recognize now that whatever it was(n't) is now over ....Eventually, my bruised love chamber will recover Perhaps..as a consequence, I wouldn't be feeling so light in the wallet~ ....Moreover..maybe I wouldn't feel so HEAVY in my HEART!!!! ........................SAARONCROWELL............................ The above excerpt was given to me by a fellow poet that I was having a conversation with..the subject being, the proper way to apologize or be apologized to..as well as the fact that one of the two of you, either the apologizer or the apologizee..may have misunderstood something said or done..thereby bringing about the need to apologize. At the time we were both listening to LIVING COLOUR'S TIMES UP CD..cut #4.(How scary that turned out to be.) Anyway it doesn't apply to anyone in particular (at least for me) and I thank him profusely for the present!!* *ps...Doc I see that you're posting material again...give me a call or e-mail me. I need your insight on something. merci beaucoup.