we met online a couple of yrs ago. used 2 stay talkin n laughin 4eva, from there it progressed... ur feelins 4 me, u did confess. u wanted 2 make me more than a friend, but i knew u were 2 special right then. i always kept u close to my heart, knowing u would never break it. u told me about ur gurl problems n i wanted 2 rescue u from it all. u didnt deserve what was thrown ur way. i didnt know what 2 do, all i could say was "maybe u wouldnt b goin through this, if i was w/u." i wanted u 2 have a smile on ur face, forget all those gurls who stole ur heart away. then u left 4 the army n my heart dropped. i prayed 4 u everynite, couldnt cope w/the possibility of u not comin back. that would rip me apart. u told me u always loved me n remembered the 1st n only time we kissed........ ****, what bliss n boy it was the ****. u stroked my ego n still do..... know how 2 make me feel good when im down n blue ur my angel in disguise....... u blessed me w/the privilege 2 b ur daughters godmom. remember, ill always love u.